JOURNALS

What a day today was. Absolutely packed with its fair share of ups and downs, which doesn't make for easy journaling, but here it goes. Started off thinking about not recording the weeknotes video due to all the stress. You know, one of those "Hey, I'm not doing weeknotes this week because there's just too much going on" moments.

Spent some time watching YouTube this morning, trying to get a sense of direction for the week. Eventually, got off a call with the bank around 9 AM, and let's just say it was less than stellar. With the bank being no help, my last hope was pinned on getting some news from the estate agents.

Had a tough time focusing after that, just passing the time, really. Posted some images to social media, trying to stay productive in some small way. By midday, I visited the estate agent. Things are moving forward, albeit slowly. Took a much-needed break after that.

Caught up on emails in the early afternoon, which was riveting, as you can imagine. But just as I was getting into the swing of things, I felt more stress creeping in. Ended up heading to the old studio for a change of scenery. Sat there watching YouTube videos and read a bit, but then the dreaded headache started sneaking in behind my eye.

Not the best feeling, so I went home, thinking it was just stress and maybe an oncoming cluster headache. Surprise, surprise, anxiety decided to join the party. Got pins and needles in both arms, which was definitely unsettling. So, popped over to the hospital for a quick check. Thankfully, everything was fine, just a mix of stress and tension.

Back home and straight to bed after that. Clearly, I've got to figure out a better way to handle stress. Balancing productivity and personal care today was like trying to juggle while riding a unicycle. Planning out the week initially felt like a good idea, but with all this happening, I think it's back to the drawing board.

Anyway, that’s today in a nutshell. Let's hope things settle down a bit more tomorrow.